i got a feeling
that tonight's gonna be a good good night

My name is Alif. But you can just call me Aleeve.
i grow a year older on 12th December. Bright colours makes high
I'm super childish and random.ouh,did i tell you that im a fan of lame jokes?
Lame jokes never fail to crack me up

Free chat widget @ ShoutMix

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Amelia'| Amirah' | Amira"Mir'elle"' | Aidah(wordpress)' | Aidah(blogger)' | Athirah' | Daomin' | Eera' | Farhana' | FyQa' | Geena' | Halimah' | JaJa' | NadYa' | Nadirah' | Nicole' | Nurul' | Mizah' | Renie' | Sahlan' | Sakinah(TPRarwks!)' | Sebas' | Shahirah' | Sherina' | Sinah' | SPMLS taman ilmu' | Sufiana' | Syahid' | Wiwi' | Xavier' | Yishan' | Yuki' | Zafirah' | Zayeed' | layout by leen. © leen. 2009 - ∞.

alot of things happened recently and i had to let it out.bottling it in will do me no good.this post will be very emo.don't get too worried bout me after reading this.i'll alright(:

to whom it may concern,

if theres something that can move me to tears,it would be tears that roll down the cheeks of the person that i care about very much.to see tears run down your cheeks like water flowing out from a tap,it hurts.it hurts very much.honestly,no words could have described that feeling.the hug we shared was warm and very heartfelt.i was nearly moved to tears and when the news kicked in.i was stunned.baffled.i wondered how could something like that happen.i immediately said that i would try my best to prevent the thing for happening.i was willing to sacrifice anything for you.maybe i acted on impulse and let my feelings take over but i just felt that i had to do it.i must stand up for what i believe.i just cannot accept the fact that you would have to go begging for the next few months.i cannot bare to see you go around singapore to beg.but whatever it is,no matter how hard i try to change the outcome, we would still be fighting for a lost cause.all i can do now is to pray and hope that the truth will shine through.i really wish for a speedy resolution so that we can put this event behind us for good and move on with our lives.

my actions may tell you that im @ my normal self.but as u can see,im not.if you might have noticed,i have been laughing & joking around more often recently.this is to prevent me from thinking bout what has just happened.i don't want it to effect my studies and do not want to trouble anyone.

will update bout school so far and the rest of the usual stuffs some other day.im just not in the right state of mind @ the moment.sorry bout that.